Do you think my chart is unfortunate?

Noooo! You loved too much, someone was not able to keep up with your intense energy and turned you down, and that's why you're asking like this...I like your Mars Venus conjunction. It gives integrity to your actively and engagingly giving personality. Let potential partners live up to your standards! Recently you may become fiercely independent and rebellious, defying rules and conventions, especially as regard psychological mores and taboos. You could find yourself gaining insights into everything secret and psychological, breaking accepted rules. Now all of that is cooling off, and you're sort of clueless. More challenges are coming and you should learn how tough and strong you are, internally! Good luck!